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Wednesday, March 11, 2009
The sudden TRUTH just smashed right into my FACE : my sister just left for INDIA and i sent her off at the airport at terminal 2 with the rest of my family. I did not feel anything till the time she said " BYE " . At first, i was just jealous that she got to take a plane to India, although it was only a 4 hour ride, it was still very lucky to be on a SINGAPORE AIRLINES !#$%^&**&#!$%& Then i realised it was sad that now i have to be all alone at home with only my maid. When doing work, i have no one to complain to. I have no one to slack with. No one to show off to. No one. There is just NOTHING! As i tried to talk to my mother about my sister, everything i talked about, there was a lump at my throat, and tears was slightly welled up at my eyes. IT was like almost spilling out..but i make it go back in.. Then because i didn't want to see her check in her luggage and everything and then see her get into the immigration area. IT will only make me more sad. So i told my parents i will go take a skytrain to T3 on my own to go and relax at the viewing mall. IF you didnt know, the viewing mall is sort of my COMFORT area. ITs the place where i usually unwind or when sometimes troubled i go there. ITS the BEST AREA. When i went back to my parents at T2, i was back to normal. And even as i am typing, my sister's plane is taxiing towards the runway..or maybe even on the take off roll, or even already in the skies. But i hope she have fun there in india and would not have food poisoning because many people who went there had experienced food poisoning. Seeing her with all her EXCITED friends made me JEALOUS LIKE CRAP. When she comes home next week, i will be leaving for a three day camp which means i only see her next saturday which is still a long way. Now i guess i have to just try to adapt for one week..without her. THE house just doesnt seem right without her. She is the OLDEST and she is very FUN too...really MISS her now..but i don't want her to see this blog. This BLOG must be kept from her..she must not see ANY parts of this or else i will face shame beyond imagined..hehe...GOD BLESS HER and hope she comes back in one piece and safely. Bye! ***
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