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Sunday, April 19, 2009
I know i never post for damn long and i never keep my promise about blogging every day. but who cares! There isn't much people reading this pathetic blog because i don't really advertise much about this, but............
Okay, so what do i have to talk about...hmmm.. okay .let's start with friday! Friday was damn sian from the start of the day. But towards the end, it became super super cool and fun. Reason why it was very sian. 1. I had to wake up super early and go to school super early and wear my BB full uniform and assemble at 7:00. the BB uniform was super hot and because it is so big, it looks very weird on me, and i hate it when that happens because everyone looks so good in their uniform except me! ARGH! 2. I had Chinese test on that day and of course, i did not really study for it. I heard there was a BB phototaking and it clashed with our chinese test, so i thought that i could skip the test. But, no, i didn't skip the test. in fact, i had to use up the time of our ORCA period to finish up the damn test! ARGH ..so irritating! 3. I had BB target test which i studied a little only, it was pretty obvious that i did not really study for it. Actually, i did study for it. But when i was confident, the following week, i forgotten almost everything and i had to start from scratch. If you haven't known, my mind has a limited capacity and i cannot memorise anything, except for things i am interested in deeply. For example, planes. Even planes, it took me about 2 years to learn until i have come to what i am now, even now, there are some things i still do not understand. Even my spelling, i never eer get full marks, because my brain is smaller than other people. So i have to go the extra mile to be the same as others. that sucks. Then our officer billy scolded the whole sub coil probaly because of me, i couldn't really remember the object. That was scary and what's worst, if i fail my target test, i may need to stay back one more year? But i passed. That's why my whole day was turned around. To the better side of course. So what made the other pathetic 2 hours of the day fun? Well, i was about to go home. And then i saw edward and he said to go back to school. I went back, well, i do not want to go home so early and be slacking, doing nothing. But i rather be with edward in school. At least, i would have some company. Although it may not be a very very good company, i must say it is pretty interesting talking to him. This feeling may not be mutual but well, i find him pretty cool. He is tall, he is kinda good looking, he is a sec 4, he is like a C.O.S in BB, he is pretty fit, he looks powerful, he is sort of mixed? He talks like a mixed and what's best, he was our student leader, probaly not a very good ;) ..nah kidding, he is better than the other sucky student leaders who are very rule abiding, very good people. Those goody two shoes, either councillors or just sec 2 people who are very annoying. So anyway, i bought myself a 1.5litre of miranda orange( that was my lunch and breakfast! ), and edward bought a 1.5 litre of 7- up i think. So he is a crazy person who drinks it super fast. And i was still slowly sipping it away. i mean. HEY! IT IS AFTERALL $2! Then he tried studying, but obviously, knowing his character, he never succeeds at this..well, who likes studying, not me, not anyone. OH yah, the location was at the CCA block second level, it is a pretty cooling place and it exudes a very "shiok" kind of feeling. Maybe, the thursday clique could be there from then on. Well,it is pretty accomodating, except there isn't a charger for my laptop but i don't really care. hehe. I can just sit there, slack and talk as usual. I hope they don't find me an annoying secondary 1 small little fry. But even if they do, i don't really care..haha..as long as i have fun, whether being teased or what, i just enjoy their comapny because they are sec 4s! So then, after edward played his captains ball, i slowly dissapeared silently as edward was too engrossed playing with joshua low. Couldn't even say a bye to him. probaly if i said, he wouldn't even hear it. So i wouldnt want to emberassed myself by staying there, being the only sec 1, trying to say bye, but no one cares. So i just left. And went home. And that was pretty all for the day
SATURDAY! The day started off badly, very badly. With everyone all panicky, sad, angry, frustrated. Except for me who didn't know what was going on, just looking at situations, trying to help but being helplessly ignored by everyone. So what really happened. My sister woke up late for her chinese examination. She was very very very very late. and she was very scared so she begged my father to get her a MC. But that wasn't a very good idea or plan, because getting an MC is tough, i mean how are you going to just fake that you are sick. So my mother started calling everyone she can in the school, and they said she can still go in to the examination hall, as long as it is before 9.00. so my sister and mother rushed to school and she got into the hall. Thank god, although she only did half the paper. but it was better than not even being able to do the paper right? I heard from Alex tsui, that they started their paper at 7:47 a.m but then at 9.00, a girl entered and it was my sister. HAHA. that was pretty funny. heard from edward too that he didn't go for the examination as he was sick. And my sister said that jeanette told her that mitra was cursing and swearing under his breath and didnt even do his paper. He kept making crying noises? haha...i think it must be pretty stressful doing chinese because chinese sucks. they are the worst and i never ever plan to even learn chinese from junior college onwards. And i will never ever ever apply chinese into my daily life because i hate chinese although i am a chinese. I don't see a need in why we are learning something so redundant. We have english, and china people should just learn the international language and not us learning the difficult language. So then my sister got scolded by my parents all over again at home, i don't know what it was about, but it made my sister very angry. And i think something that would make it pretty angry would be something big. I heard her talking over the phone to someone, probaly you know who. Then she talked about how she don't delete her messages. So i think my mom actually read my sister messages. And i am thinking, hey, that's a big no no. I mean, yes they may be our parents, they have their rights to control us, but not to the extend of invading to our privacy. Afterall, we are but still humans. So anyway, now everything seems okay and my sister still haven't told me about what has taken place yesterday. So, i don't think i will ever get to know anything! TMR! TMR is the worst day ever. First, we only have one freaking recess, and then we have a geography exam and one science crappy test! ARGH! Must go study right now. Bye!
