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Saturday, June 20, 2009
Okay, yeah, i know i have been like not posting for so long already, very very long time, because like i have been so occupied with all the games in the world, have been trying out all sorts of stuffs. but well, getting bored, and since is the last days of the holidays, i really ought to commemorate it before i get back to waking up early, and then getting tortured in hell! which is of course school. So, anyway, i will be moving into a new house soon, and like probaly get a house warming party, then can have a party around my new estate, and get lost around the area, hahaha, and we can play survivor games! Wont that be much fun? And i want to have a 1E class outing, hopefully this whole thing works out, and more people will come, and it will be a big and accomplished event. that would make me feel so cool, not like a regular biscuit. But a spicy hot biscuit with extra mayonaise and jam + all sorts of cool stuff. and i think i am starting to talk lots of nonsense cause my train of thoughts is being messed up by my sister, she's addicted to somebody, and like...argh..she can be addicted to that guy..but like well, show her addictedness in a room, and not in the living room when i am trying to blog after a really long time of not blogging. I havent really done my homework..i need some major help with copying, yes, i need help. :)
maybe i should go off right now.......
JAC! [With a big signature signing off sign] [for of course..my after so long, post]
Jacob Footsteps of history 6:43 AM
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Monday, April 20, 2009
Weeeeeee! HEY people, Back to class! okay, so i have to report today's events right? but right, it is a very boring day, although it was a little funny. So, today we had two tests. One was science test, and the other was geography exams. And something bad really happened today, BoyA moved to next to me! So now there is one more people and somehow i feel the place is more cramped up and hot and stuffy. I think although its all in the mind but, well, it's still affecting me. I was feeling irky throughout the whole day, i felt as if i didn't bathe for like 1 week? but i bathed just the night before. And as usual, on mondays, i get very tired fast. I could hardly wake up today, it is a torture just to open my eyes, pack my bag, and prepare myself for harder torture later in class. Well, i am not exactly a very hard working boy, so, i have to rush my homework in school. But how is that possible with my mind filled with the word " sleep ". So....anyway, managed to get pass the science test, and finally it was over. One phase of the worst day in the week passed. Actually, hey, i now really know what the meaning of monday blues mean. I guess i am not the only guy or kid out there who hates mondays. Thursdays would be the best for me. I don't really like sundays too, well, because it is very sian when you think of school the next day. Saturday and friday are great too. Then we had geography exam which was pretty easy and yet tough and i am not going to elaborate on it because i didn't answer one 3 marks question because my eyes skipped it. It just freaking skipped it!?!?!? So anyway, after that, everything was fun, well, i stayed back with julian and james. Had a sort of fun time with them for a moment, and then next thing, i am back home doing my crappy homework. But it was already an improvement it self that i started doing homework before using the computer! And the next thing i am here typing out the blog. So, actually i find myself finding the black hole pretty cool. Its is like an area in the universe, actually there are many black holes around. And it is made when the stars explode and have a massive amount of energy. So basically, everything around it will get sucked in, no matter what, including the sun or whatever. And, because of its density, its gravitational pull is so high that if you want to escape from the black hole, you need to travel slightly faster than the speed of light to escape it. Imagine the amount of freaking energy a black hole would have. People who have got sucked in, obviously died, or probaly there may be another universe in there? But, i don't think there would be another universe in there, that would just be weird. I think with that amount of gravitational pull, people's body would just burn and tear up into freaking million pieces and never get pieced back. But no worries, i still love planes more. Its just the fascination and curiousity. I wish i can just uncover all this secrets in life and probaly ease this heavy stone in my heart. :) Arhh..i think i need to go have some sleep, i am too tired and cannot take this anymore. The eyes are battling against anything, even my brain is turing dead and i don't know what i will say next. fewsgwtteqrqd --> sorry, when the brain's battery die off..this is wat ..happ...en..gre qhergdfs.r.d.gfaseafdsdada
JAC!!!!!!!!!! ARRRRHHHHHH
Jacob Footsteps of history 7:17 AM
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Sunday, April 19, 2009
I know i never post for damn long and i never keep my promise about blogging every day. but who cares! There isn't much people reading this pathetic blog because i don't really advertise much about this, but............
Okay, so what do i have to talk about...hmmm.. okay .let's start with friday! Friday was damn sian from the start of the day. But towards the end, it became super super cool and fun. Reason why it was very sian. 1. I had to wake up super early and go to school super early and wear my BB full uniform and assemble at 7:00. the BB uniform was super hot and because it is so big, it looks very weird on me, and i hate it when that happens because everyone looks so good in their uniform except me! ARGH! 2. I had Chinese test on that day and of course, i did not really study for it. I heard there was a BB phototaking and it clashed with our chinese test, so i thought that i could skip the test. But, no, i didn't skip the test. in fact, i had to use up the time of our ORCA period to finish up the damn test! ARGH ..so irritating! 3. I had BB target test which i studied a little only, it was pretty obvious that i did not really study for it. Actually, i did study for it. But when i was confident, the following week, i forgotten almost everything and i had to start from scratch. If you haven't known, my mind has a limited capacity and i cannot memorise anything, except for things i am interested in deeply. For example, planes. Even planes, it took me about 2 years to learn until i have come to what i am now, even now, there are some things i still do not understand. Even my spelling, i never eer get full marks, because my brain is smaller than other people. So i have to go the extra mile to be the same as others. that sucks. Then our officer billy scolded the whole sub coil probaly because of me, i couldn't really remember the object. That was scary and what's worst, if i fail my target test, i may need to stay back one more year? But i passed. That's why my whole day was turned around. To the better side of course. So what made the other pathetic 2 hours of the day fun? Well, i was about to go home. And then i saw edward and he said to go back to school. I went back, well, i do not want to go home so early and be slacking, doing nothing. But i rather be with edward in school. At least, i would have some company. Although it may not be a very very good company, i must say it is pretty interesting talking to him. This feeling may not be mutual but well, i find him pretty cool. He is tall, he is kinda good looking, he is a sec 4, he is like a C.O.S in BB, he is pretty fit, he looks powerful, he is sort of mixed? He talks like a mixed and what's best, he was our student leader, probaly not a very good ;) ..nah kidding, he is better than the other sucky student leaders who are very rule abiding, very good people. Those goody two shoes, either councillors or just sec 2 people who are very annoying. So anyway, i bought myself a 1.5litre of miranda orange( that was my lunch and breakfast! ), and edward bought a 1.5 litre of 7- up i think. So he is a crazy person who drinks it super fast. And i was still slowly sipping it away. i mean. HEY! IT IS AFTERALL $2! Then he tried studying, but obviously, knowing his character, he never succeeds at this..well, who likes studying, not me, not anyone. OH yah, the location was at the CCA block second level, it is a pretty cooling place and it exudes a very "shiok" kind of feeling. Maybe, the thursday clique could be there from then on. Well,it is pretty accomodating, except there isn't a charger for my laptop but i don't really care. hehe. I can just sit there, slack and talk as usual. I hope they don't find me an annoying secondary 1 small little fry. But even if they do, i don't really care..haha..as long as i have fun, whether being teased or what, i just enjoy their comapny because they are sec 4s! So then, after edward played his captains ball, i slowly dissapeared silently as edward was too engrossed playing with joshua low. Couldn't even say a bye to him. probaly if i said, he wouldn't even hear it. So i wouldnt want to emberassed myself by staying there, being the only sec 1, trying to say bye, but no one cares. So i just left. And went home. And that was pretty all for the day
SATURDAY! The day started off badly, very badly. With everyone all panicky, sad, angry, frustrated. Except for me who didn't know what was going on, just looking at situations, trying to help but being helplessly ignored by everyone. So what really happened. My sister woke up late for her chinese examination. She was very very very very late. and she was very scared so she begged my father to get her a MC. But that wasn't a very good idea or plan, because getting an MC is tough, i mean how are you going to just fake that you are sick. So my mother started calling everyone she can in the school, and they said she can still go in to the examination hall, as long as it is before 9.00. so my sister and mother rushed to school and she got into the hall. Thank god, although she only did half the paper. but it was better than not even being able to do the paper right? I heard from Alex tsui, that they started their paper at 7:47 a.m but then at 9.00, a girl entered and it was my sister. HAHA. that was pretty funny. heard from edward too that he didn't go for the examination as he was sick. And my sister said that jeanette told her that mitra was cursing and swearing under his breath and didnt even do his paper. He kept making crying noises? haha...i think it must be pretty stressful doing chinese because chinese sucks. they are the worst and i never ever plan to even learn chinese from junior college onwards. And i will never ever ever apply chinese into my daily life because i hate chinese although i am a chinese. I don't see a need in why we are learning something so redundant. We have english, and china people should just learn the international language and not us learning the difficult language. So then my sister got scolded by my parents all over again at home, i don't know what it was about, but it made my sister very angry. And i think something that would make it pretty angry would be something big. I heard her talking over the phone to someone, probaly you know who. Then she talked about how she don't delete her messages. So i think my mom actually read my sister messages. And i am thinking, hey, that's a big no no. I mean, yes they may be our parents, they have their rights to control us, but not to the extend of invading to our privacy. Afterall, we are but still humans. So anyway, now everything seems okay and my sister still haven't told me about what has taken place yesterday. So, i don't think i will ever get to know anything! TMR! TMR is the worst day ever. First, we only have one freaking recess, and then we have a geography exam and one science crappy test! ARGH! Must go study right now. Bye!
JAC!
Jacob Footsteps of history 5:12 AM
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Tuesday, April 14, 2009
I think i am keeping my promises well..so i am blogging again. i may not be getting much viewers but well it is just fun to talk about how i feel. Today isn't very like alot of stuffs going on . So i dunno what to really blog about. Well, okay...so today after school..i spent a little bit of time to like get to know the volleyballers better. Those people are crazy freaks..volleballers are freaking cool. So anyway, then i went for tuition with keegan who swims really well ( for 1E people..u should know why..something to do with density.haha)..then he hears me slurping my instant noodles...making him ...jealous ( its food...so of course..he will be jealous ). then after tuition..i went home and reached about 6.30 ? Quickly ate my dinner..and then went to play badminton with my sis. And what sia, it was damn tiring..made me sweat like crazy. My school shirt was stuck to my back..yucks. But it was very fun.. :) ...
then i ate something right after all that badminton thingy..took a nice bath..and shit..start to do my work but i only did a few work ...before i started slacking..going all over the internet..hearing songs..talking over internet. and yeah..i decided not to do my work...too tough..sigh..okay guys..thats all for today..
JAC!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Jacob Footsteps of history 6:38 AM
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Monday, April 13, 2009
Okay, so now i decided to try to be faithful to this blog and start posting something every day about something that happen on this day. Well, i just sort of finished my homework and because my parents are out..so i decided to just start my computer time slightly earlier by 15 minutes. Oh wait, they are back. but nevermind, i will just tell them i finished my work already. okay, so back to blogging. Today was okay, but as usual , i always hate mondays. Mondays are freaking irritating. firstly, because it is the start of the week and usually i have to hand up alot of work which i usually don't do. So i have to rush all my homework. Secondly, there is only one freaking recess during the whole day..so i don't have much time to really play or eat..just get to do all my undone homework. Today was the same as all other recess just that today i just went to surf the net during recess after doing my maths homework. Then the whole day slowly just passed. After school was pretty fun, i was playing wolfteam with feng an and samuel. Then, all of a sudden, a sec 4 came in..*drum rolls*..it was.........
EDWARD BENEDICT YAN YAOXIANG
Fine, he isnt that much of a big deal but it was cool having a long pants person in the class of small short pants people. Then, i went down with julian to sort of go with him to see his drama CCA but after seeing suan fong and valerie and edward all downstairs at the canteen...i didn't want to go for the drama CCA..hehe ..so i winked at the senior of drama and shook my head. then she knew what i was trying to say..so she didnt allow me to go. YES! so i went out and went to the sec 4s SLs. Then it starts with some talk...then helping edward with his BB stuffs..btw, he is a good liar :). then valerie heard there was free pasta giving out at learn@fairfield. omg..so i rannnn all the way up and then collected 4 pasta boxes..it made me emberassed. And there was only one left..so i was ..kinda guilty..haha. then i ran back..and i saw them smiling.....haha..
we all had free lunch! the pasta was kinda nice and i liked it..... then i found the pasta spicy..so i bought a yoghurt drink and brought along 4 straws..because i knew all of them would want to drink..then they ended up drinking some of the yoghurt drink...it tasted great..and shiok... that was probaly all to the day ..actually there was much more that happened later like probaly a round of ...truth thingy...but i am not gonna say it because ..i am too lazy..i wanna start doing something fun ..
JAC! time to go play something!
Jacob Footsteps of history 5:42 AM
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Sunday, April 12, 2009
Bonjours people! Okay, i know i am a lazy freak, and i haven't been posting lots and lots of days already but ..i am posting now, i hope there are still readers even reading this right now. If no ones out there, then..i am just wasting my time. But who really cares, time is meant to be wasted or else there wouldn't be a word called slacking right? Okay, so i don't really know where to start with because my week is a quite a happening week this time round and i really have many many things to say. Well, lets start with Good friday. On good friday, well, half the day was burnt out by many events. One of them was TGIF church event, it was quite an interesting one because it isn't those kind of boring church sermons..but rather just some games and basically just having lots of fun! So, that whole day ..i ate so much stuffs, it made me believe i ate 20,000 calories worth of food, but of course..i think i ate only..3,000 or less? i am not too good at this. I went home and slacked by playing the computer till about 5:45 before i set off to delaine's house for her birthday party. After i alighted from bus 10, i saw donovan and denzyl walking to delaine's house too. I still don't really know donovan that much ..sooo.... Anyway, the party was a pretty slacky but fun kind of party. Its not those kind of party where you have lots and lots of action but rather like alot of talking and crap etc. I like this kind of talky parties..haha..although maybe some people hates it..dunno why they hate it. Everything wasn't that fun until the last part at the bus stop. Thats the weirdest thing..then when you have to leave..it feels all of a sudden sad. That sucks..if you had that feeling since the start of the party, that would be better right? but apparently the start of the party was almost closed to horrible, its as if i was about to die. Because, i am not gonna mention who or whatsoever, its a 'she' and she is from netball and when i see her, i feel so disgusted. Thank goodness, she left early or else probaly i would have just gone home and nvr came back. So anyway, i reached home, took a bath and then my sister just came home from her BBQ party too. She made it sound so fun and everything...thats cool for her. then i slept earlier at around 11? My mom told me to sleep earlier cuz the next day i had to wake up earlier.
Next day, it was saturday, i told myself to wake up at 6 and reach vivocity by 7 to attend the enmazing race competition. But i woke up..and it was 6:30 ..it was already considered damn freaking lucky because i actually thought i was still 5.00 so i actually wanted to sleep longer. But thnak god i just had this urge to check the clock. And ho and behold..i was late..as usual. So i rushed out of house and ran to the bus stop. Ate some energy bars on the bus. Then i met alex tsui man kit on the bus. Well, he was going for BB enrolment which i didnt need to go ( OH YEAH!) ..thats not the point but he said i wouldnt make it there in time. So he suggested taking the cab which yeah i heeded his advice. Then i was at the bus stop and i went to the wrong place to flag the taxi..how emberassing. For the first time, i need to thank preston for telling me where to flag the taxi..how emberassing. hehe ..so i hopped onto the taxi and talked to the taxi driver, asked him to speed up..and...he did but he kept talking to me too..in chinese..argh. So i talk and talk and phew, i reached vivo city at 7:05...taxi's are fast man ..seriously! So i paid the taxi driver $8.80 ( ouch ) and ran to the event. And i realised that there were some people who reached at 8 : 30 ..even more ouching..i mean..i should have just taken the bus! ARGH! but it was cool taking taxi all alone for the first time. Later our team 08 gathered and we got our "nanny" which is also our facilitator ..so she was there to help our team. i was praying for a pretty one ..and well, she is not bad afterall..haha..she was running some council campaign thingy ..so she was forever on the phone. but it was fine, and you know ..she is from ACJC ..so its just next door..haha. Well, the event started and first station..we had to go up mount faber and list all the MRT stations on different lines...pretty tough but i could remember green line quite well because i always take that line from expo till dover or at times to jurong east. Then we passed the station and went on to our next station which was very far away..all the way to....choa chu kang block 420. There we had to collect 1 metre stack of newspaper. But the garang guni came and took our business..haha..so we had to work especially hard for that. I think we took quite long and by that time..we were already quite burnt out considering i had no proper meals yet. Then we had to go to ngee ann poly next. We took bus 67..and while waiting we could take quite a nice relaxing wait at the bus stop. Then i slept on the bus for a short while and ..next thing we know..we are back to work. we alighted one stop earlier..so as a result we had to walk very long..around ngee ann poly's huge campus..into its campus...passing through its campus and out of its campus ..before reaching our next station. Next station was interesting. We had to do 3 low elements and 1 high elements. the low elements were chicken, the high element was chickening. Get the diff? we had to do flying fox from a damn high area which made me want to chicken out when i see all that small heads down below. I made sure the harnesses was safe before i went down..i didn't want to die at all ..not at this age! So the time came anyway, they asked me to go to the edge..and then they just released me..and.....a gush of wind flew into my face ..and i could hear the wire above me making a loud noise. Then next thing i know, some braking device stopped me midair and i could soon go down. Phew..i didnt die! It was pretty fun..haha....then the next amusing thing that happen was ...a bird shitted on our nanny's neck..she's called cynthia by the way. So i helped her clean her neck... a little..and it really looked pretty clean to me after i cleaned it...but of course, she don't think it was clean.So then we went to our next station at west coast park...and at that time it was already 3:00..so its like ..4 stations took 6 hours? At west coast park..we completed the station in like 2 minutes and so we went for our proper lunch --> MACdonalds BABY!!!!!! ate our heavy lunch..all that burgers, fries, ice creams and everything nice! it was shiok! talking about that..anyone wanna hear my cool jokes?
1) what did the worm say to another worm? 2) why didn't the soccer team want to buy cinderalla?
just guess 'em..they are free..i told them to the game masters and apparently they don't find it funny but i found it damn funny. One of them is now my friend on facebook..haha..i bet she can't wait for more lame jokes!!! We had a great time in macdonalds by like just talking and talking ..gossiping..it made me know sec 3s better in this way..so it sort of is like a fairfield connect time..haha..except for ...nanny who was from nan hua sec...then we were caught in the heavy rain..sian!!! but then we walked through the rain and pawned the last two stations which were a tad too far from where we were. plus the stations were gonna close in just an hours time..so we had no choice..but to..pawn it..we finally reach back to vivocity! and at last we got to relax..everyone started going off as the event ended. then i went home too and reached around 7:00 ...i love the entire race..it was fun!
Hope i still get into contact with the race people although i still don't know everyone well, but it seemed just like orientation..like the nanny seemed like our SLs which were super cool! and then the sec 3s just seem like friends. Although we didn't get first for the event but..its all about the fun! :) That is probaly all that i gotta say..and all i am gonna say for today. Good night.i am gonna just have a nice nap before tmr..the disaster day..i havent done lots of homework. Yes i know how lazy i am..Btw, our nanny is valerie ong's cousin ... cool much? well yea..its pretty cool..
Jac!
Jacob Footsteps of history 6:43 AM
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Wednesday, April 1, 2009
Aye aye guys, sorry for not posting for a very very long time. i think it was really really a long time since i posted. But an amazing thing happened yesterday, something really amazing and i find that almost close to a miracle done by God. Just to fill you in a bit, i well lost my BB week, and my maid said maybe she threw it away. Okay, that made me very angry, i mean ...who wont? it is a donation card. And, if u have to report to the police if u lost it. I searched the house since Sunday, prayed since Sunday. but till tuesday, my prayer wasnt answered. I was of course depressed. on wednesday, when walking home, i thought, " God, please help me find my BB week, please..i wish that if i go back now, it will be there" No reply came. Then all of a sudden, something talked to me..it wasnt audible, but it came in a thought. the thought was..have you not been trusting God, not having faith in him? then i thought, actually it is true, i have not trust Him, i kept worrying even after i prayed although i should have left the matter to Him. So i replied in my mind, saying : But..God....its not that i do not want to trust you. its just that i am too worried...too nervous...
When i reached home, my maid said " JACOB! i found your BB week in between some books" ... That was the first joy experience and i started thanking God like nobody business. This wasnt that significant yet. Then i was reflecting about this today, and i remebered the Sunday's service sermon..it was about faith. Saying that Faith is important..it is very important to god. So i realised that actually God was sort of testing my faith in him, maybe telling me that the sermon applies hard into my life. Many times my parents say that all the sermon comes in handy during difficult times, but losing my BB week, i didnt count it as a difficult time. Last sunday, honestly,i heard the topic and took down some notes, and went to sleep as i was very tired and i didnt understand what the pastor was talking about. i though the sermon wasnt that important..i though probaly i could just skip listening this sermon and everything will still be normal..But, no , the sermon was indeed important. Isnt this a miracle in disguise? i think it is :)..hehe
but since i havent been posting..i will tell you what happened today.. Today we had to rush our science project as we had to hand it up today! thats crazy! and so, our project was really screwed up. The DNA couldnt turn, everything was breaking apart. Mr firhad said everyone had to hand up their projects regardless of anything, and marks will just be given according to the relevance and completeness..i was on the verge of just giving up, nervous, scared..anxiety! so it was our turn, we went to show him our project and he asked us to redo the sugar prosphate backbone, which we agreed..he said we could hand it up tmr!!! yay..but we will be penalised for about 2 or 1 marks. But that was okay, as..we completed the project afterschool which i thought we wont because usually it wont take that fast to re create that area ..we used pure wire without much design, but..well, the DNA model could at least form a double helix, so that was good already. special thanks to Ern jie who helped us throughout..although she should go home at 3..she stayed on to help us :). she is a pro helper man..helped us buy the logistics, gave us ideas...thanks ..she is god sent! so actually, somewhat during 11.00 ..i was very pissed at that moment, because i cant bear the fact that no one is actually doing their project except for me and james, only today, everyone started rushing here and there. I scolded feng an a little, i think i went overboard, so i apologised later when my mood went back to normal. Then i asked verine where she was when we were doing our project..she said " crying???!!!" and gave the DUH! look..like as if it is only right of her to cry because she is troubled. yeah, she is troubled but we are more troubled right? i mean, she isnt doing a thing! so why the heck should she be troubled at all?! Yesterday, i went to clementi at 7 15 right after dinner to go find a nice box, and help to buy other logistic and help my sis buy oreo crush from sweet talk. i saw two pretty nice box, but one is cheap, the other is expensive, the expensive one was so beautiful, totally clear and nice. The other was blurry and had scratches all over it . Then i look at the expensive one, i didnt have enough money to buy it..so i took the cheaper one, and went to the counter..she said ..u sure u want this? u sure?! i think u better double check.. thank god she said that. So i quickly bought the logistics and bubbletea and ran home immediately. then i took more money and went back to buy the expensive boxes. Woah, altogether, i took about 1 and a half hour. that was very tiring, but well, it paid off. If i didnt buy those boxes, gosh, we will be using that ugly cardboard box, if u havent seen it. But yeah, so now everything is settled, feeling very relax and shiok..so i am typing everything out :) ..
oh yeah, to my cell group leader John guk, lucky i didnt have lunch with him, because today our group had to stay back and finish our project. So if i had lunch with him, then probaly i will have no time to complete the project and now i may just be frustrated, stressed. So thank god again
I really need to thank god for tiding me through this crazy week..it has been a long one
